My utmost apologies

[Izaayne]

Apology to 1up

Hello everyone, old and new members of the 1up clan ad anyone who has had the displeasure of dealing with me in my past on 1up servers. I have created this account, as the name should suggest, to apologize for my past actions. I am here to ask forgiveness.
I will not say I deserve to be forgiven, nor will I hold if against you all if you do not forgive me. I have been banned from 1up servers for a lengthy time now and in that time I have looked back on my childish attitude and my rude behavior. I agree that I was justly banned for what I did and I was more than deserving. This is not an appeal for the ban, I do not expect to receive the privilege of being unbanned and being allowed to play on your servers again.
However, I would like to openly apologize for my attitude and the very rude nature with which I regarded you all. You did nothing to deserve the attitude and the things I directed towards you. I was being immature and I did think I was 'better' than the system. Being banned and playing on other servers I have learned how to control myself and I have learned to relax and take everything in stride. I would like the opportunity to prove this, but that decision is solely up to you all. As I have said I do not expect this opportunity, nor is this an appeal, this is just an apology to this clan as a whole for my actions and my idiocy.

Pleading your forgiveness if you decide I deserve it, thank you for reading.

Formerly,
*u|rageborn

[Valkiry[1up]]

  That's cool man. Nice to see you back
I never had trouble with you so...

[Izaayne]

That's cool man. Nice to see you back
I never had trouble with you so...

I didn't realize you got into 1up, congrats valk.


For those of you who don't know who I am directing this at specifically more than anyone I will list them.

Term - whom I had a decent friendship with before hand
RonaldLee
Bourbon
Gautch - whom helped me on more than one occasion
ThEac
Pyrite
sw00n
Lynx
J-Squared
Zangetsu
Lancer
And last but not least Perdition.

I mean my sincerest apologies to these gentlemen and hope they can forgive me for my behavior and my very rude attitude and comments to them.

[Valkiry[1up]]

Sure man they will accept your apologies, everybody has his "****ed-up-period" in his life...
They can't be that angy at you, it's not that you used hacks or something... Well we are all humans, and we learn from our mistakes, don't we? If they don't accept, well so be it... It's not that your gonna die or something xD

[Term]

Sure man they will accept your apologies, everybody has his "****ed-up-period" in his life...
They can't be that angy at you, it's not that you used hacks or something... Well we are all humans, and we learn from our mistakes, don't we? If they don't accept, well so be it... It's not that your gonna die or something xD

It was something very small and something that should have never even became a big deal but for some reason and somehow it did. I personally do not have anything against you at all because "like Valkiry stated above" I know we are all humans and can take some things wrong and see things wrong but just because we do at times does not make us a bad person. With that said no matter what happens don't let people get to you. I know it is hard at times but life is hard but life is the only thing we can live for.

[Pyrite[1up]]

Ugh, not this ******* again, go away! 

[RonaldLee[1up]]

Sure man they will accept your apologies, everybody has his "****ed-up-period" in his life...
They can't be that angy at you, it's not that you used hacks or something... Well we are all humans, and we learn from our mistakes, don't we? If they don't accept, well so be it... It's not that your gonna die or something xD

It was something very small and something that should have never even became a big deal but for some reason and somehow it did. I personally do not have anything against you at all because "like Valkiry stated above" I know we are all humans and can take some things wrong and see things wrong but just because we do at times does not make us a bad person. With that said no matter what happens don't let people get to you. I know it is hard at times but life is hard but life is the only thing we can live for.

What did he do anyway? I don't remember, but I think it was some azzhattery, not cheating, but not sure.
Any links to point me to this issue or issues?

Ugh, not this ******* again, go away! 

I remember we banned him, but don't know for how long or why. He had an application under the name First Blood, and I approved this account today to see what would happen, but not really remembering who this person was or anything more than the dismissed application (I did not even read the app thread past the 1st app post).

[Pyrite[1up]]

This is ygp |thebeast

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[Izaayne]

It's asshatrery because I was being immature and letting my real life affect how I treated those I played with in UrT. You are right pyrite, it is t3hbeast, but I would appreciate it if you would at least be kind enough to hear me out.

Look I'm not saying I deserve another chance but I'm trying to be mature and accountable for my actions. I've been banned for at least 6 months, it's been that long since my clan died and it died a week after I was banned. Ron, links to the topics I could find that led to my ban are:

http://www.1upclan.info/forum/index.php?topic=10122.msg85419#msg85419

http://www.1upclan.info/forum/index.php?topic=9236.msg78552#msg78552

After reading these again I fully agree with the punishment I was dealt, but I wanted you guys to know that I was sorry for the bull**** I pulled and the attitude I displayed, even if that means I'm still banned.

[BourBon]

I don't have a problem with you. (:

[Perdition[1up]]

I was so surprised when you mentioned my name because I have no recollection of problems with you at all xD. If it makes you feel any better, I forgive you The past is the past. Maybe I should read those links you gave haha

[Izaayne]

Lol thanks perd, I mentioned everyone I could remember insulting or being rude to either in those topics or in the servers. I'm sure I've been a douche to you at some point.

Good to know bourbon

Edit: I forgot power mad in the original list, sorry about that.

[Izaayne]

If I've left anyone off the list above to directly point this apology to, please let me know. I know that I am sorry to you as well.

[Perdition[1up]]

Hey man I saw you got your ban removed. Dont let us down! 1up believes in second chances.